Drawing. A wonderful way to spend your time. A wonderful way to make other people see what is on your mind. One of the purest forms of expressing yourself. Thats what I was doing. I was sitting on my bed, listening to an audio play, trying to sketch one of the characters as I imagine him. I had drawn him before, at least three years ago. The picture was fairly good, it resembles the way I imagined him then and also the way I imagine him now. Easy to just do it again I thought, improve the technique, use better pencils. This is going to look wonderful. So I thought. I started drawing. When I stopped to look at the work in progress I almost did not believe my eyes. Yes, the technque was better, yes I had used better pencils and yes, the image looked like something. BUT IT LOOKED LIKE SHELDON COOPER FROM THE SHOW "THE BIG BANG THEORY" AND THAT IS SO NOT WHOM I WANTED HIM TO LOOK LIKE!!!!! This happens a lot to me lately. These moments when I think that I'm doing good when actually I'm only messing up big time. I have taken art classes, invested money in drawing equipment and spent time practising. HAVE I NOT IMPROVED AT LEAST A LITTLE?! Well, apperently not. Maybe I should wait at least ten years before I redo something I've done before. On the other hand the outcome could be even more depressing then. So I guess once again I'll get back to starting over and hoping for the best.